I wish I could wear pretty underwear!

I went shopping this afternoon and made the mistake of going into Victoria's Secret. They had a bunch of new underwear in all the pretty spring colors. Of course nothing in the store is 100% cotton and I am of course limited to only white. It is such a bummer--I feel like it is so hard to feel pretty, female or young with my boyfriend when all of my underwear are "granny panties".

I have been doing okay the last few days. I tend to be fine during the day, but with externa irritation starting in the evening. I put estrace on before I go to bed and then I am generally okay by the morning. I am so tired of this!